...

Stepping out into the open,
Stepping out into the light.
Disregarding the heart once broken,
Searching for my Mr. Right.

Love then becomes a thick fog,
of Vagueness and confusion.
In the fog lies a big rock,
the notion of Love is but a Question.

If Mr. Right is wrong,
n Mr. Crush too far away,
I guess it wouldn't be long,
Till all feelings go astray.

U see, Love is inevitably,
vague and complicated.
Love is most ironically,
What we've all wanted.

Reaction is....

Action without the prior thought,
Deeds without considering the consequence,
Going with the flow...

Letting loose,
Embracing the moment,
Being Spontaneous...

Opening up to possibilities,
Not Considering IFs and MAYBEs,
Just allowing things to take its course....

Angin.

Angin, bawalah rinduku kepadanya
Walau hanya dalam anganku
Dan hiasi mimpinya
Semoga slalu
Ingat ku dalam hatimu.....

Words from a song which I can't remember......

Lupa.

Aku kini lupa
Rasa merindu dan dirindui
Rasa mencinta dan dicintai
Tapi aku tak lagi mendamba
Akan adanya cinta
Kerana aku kehilangan
Kehilangan harapan dan angan-angan
Di mana pergi impian?
Mungkin bersama angin lalu.
Yang pasti hanya realiti.
Yang pasti hanya aku kini sendiri.

Life is a literature class.

Life is a metaphor
Where things are not the way it seems
And words don't really mean what they literally mean

Life is an oxymoron
Full of incongruous self-contradiction
Because the very rich is in fact poor

Life is a poetry
Growing up is a rhythmical composition
Reality exist because of our fantasies

Life is a drama
with an introduction, build-up and climax,
But the resolution will always be the same.


-hasyimawaty-
1st November 2008

Hidden.

I have a burning question
But an answer I don't need
Hidden in the deepest
This feeling that I breed

Confused by caring words
of wisdom and friendship true
Wondering of the possibilities
What I should or shouldn't do

Love is too general
Too complicated to comprehend
In this confusion that I am in
All I ever need is a friend

He is the friend I need
And he is the friend indeed
But what if...

What if...
My heart is beckoned so
And I might love him a little more
than a friend ever should?

I have a burning question
But an answer I don't heed
Because I am clearly the friend in need
And he will always be a friend indeed...

-hasyimawaty-
29th October 2008
1330 Hrs

Words from the Past

Found this recently..... Something from the past....


I'm bound by strings contained in a box
I'll see what time bringswhen my door is unlocked
I'm seeking the truthYet telling a lie
I want to be soothed
And I know I won't cry
I deny all truth 'bout my current situation
Can't even say that I'm ok with conviction
I know I'm living in Fantasy
Will reality ever catch up with me?
For now I'm no different from all the others
I'm another one of those great Pretenders...

Hasyimawaty
12/03/030100 Hrs

Unspoken Words.

Words unspoken
But Strangely Felt
As Confusing as it may seem
In search for this hidden meaning...

... of Life.