Hidden.

I have a burning question
But an answer I don't need
Hidden in the deepest
This feeling that I breed

Confused by caring words
of wisdom and friendship true
Wondering of the possibilities
What I should or shouldn't do

Love is too general
Too complicated to comprehend
In this confusion that I am in
All I ever need is a friend

He is the friend I need
And he is the friend indeed
But what if...

What if...
My heart is beckoned so
And I might love him a little more
than a friend ever should?

I have a burning question
But an answer I don't heed
Because I am clearly the friend in need
And he will always be a friend indeed...

-hasyimawaty-
29th October 2008
1330 Hrs

Words from the Past

Found this recently..... Something from the past....


I'm bound by strings contained in a box
I'll see what time bringswhen my door is unlocked
I'm seeking the truthYet telling a lie
I want to be soothed
And I know I won't cry
I deny all truth 'bout my current situation
Can't even say that I'm ok with conviction
I know I'm living in Fantasy
Will reality ever catch up with me?
For now I'm no different from all the others
I'm another one of those great Pretenders...

Hasyimawaty
12/03/030100 Hrs

Unspoken Words.

Words unspoken
But Strangely Felt
As Confusing as it may seem
In search for this hidden meaning...

... of Life.